stubborn me

[Originally posted on my old moblog site. Republishing here now. Some parts have been shortened. See original post for full entry.]

I was afk (away from keyboard) for a couple of hours and when back, i got a MSN message to buzz the person back.

The next few MSN messages made me tear a bit. They were most unexpected and I was extremely touched by the fact that there are more people around me who care than I thought there were.

My shoulders suddenly feel a bit lighter. And I don't dread the coming week as much now.

I suck at seeking help. I try not to if I can avoid doing it. It's similar to my stubbornness when it comes to refusing to see a doctor until I'm about half dead. Bleah.