it's harder...

...than I thought it would be. I woke up with the feeling that I'd lost everything. I zombied around trying to get things in order but nothing got done. I tried to watch something silly to distract myself in case the tears break free. And I watched endless silly stuff to get through the day. 10 hours have passed. I wonder how I can last through the next 10, and the next 10, and the next. I wanna go home. Go somewhere. Anywhere to nurse that dull ache that doesn't seem to go away.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

call me or tell me when to call you shifu... please.... :( send me sms! i will call u back!

Anonymous said...

chio-est one, all of us feel so helpless here, worrying for u.. but we offer u all our love, support and our ears if u willing.. call ok?

*hugs*